Also, thus far my stage name is "Sugar Tits" or...
Though the night started out a tad shaky, it really ended up being an awesome night. The peach pies are absolutely awesome and were so sweet and friendly and complimentary. I’m excited they’re getting me into their next show too. Andddd attention whore me totally loves the attention (I’m the little one who goes out on stage and picks up the clothing from each [burlesque]...
Anonymous asked: What year are you going to be at Smith?
sooooo lately i’ve had the urge to just smoke everything—cloves, herbz, hookah all the fucking time. i’m sure this will do wonders for my health.
soooo as much shittyness has been happening, the good in my week is i’m totally getting into the burlesque show and hopefully will get to know them better too—they’re so sweet :)
The fact that I haven’t eaten anything all day, biked around, drank caffeinated tea (when I can’t handle caffeine), didn’t smoke any herbz all day, smoked hookah that made me super dizzy, am a bit sleep deprived, am off my meds, and have been struggling a lot the past couple weeks probably aren’t helping any sort of situation, especially anything revolving rational thinking...
she has a sense of self….its just that that self doesn’t match her...– revelations from mayatime.
off to go have a goodbye meeting with the drag...
i can’t believe the summer is ending already
feeling pretty shitty today :(
but then i skype wake and bake-d with one of my loves and am feelin’ a bit better :)
I constantly feel like if i want something done, especially in a timely manner, i need to do it myself. When the ball is in someone else’s court I turn into a spazzy, anxious, pseudo-obsessive mess. No way do I trust people to actually care.
Things are always the worst when everything...
Its a constant in my life: when I actually care, when something is actually what I genuinely want, thats the area in which all goes to shit.