my mind is disconnected but my heart is wired

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things i should/will do: bike 10 miles out to an advanced ballet class and then bike the 10 miles home

things i want to do: indulge the fact that a friend and i split a ~special~ brownie earlier this afternoon, maybe take a lorazepam to stop all the thoughts and anticipation, have some cold pizza, watch some netflix, and then pass the fuck out because i got a cumulative 8 or 10 hours of sleep between thursday and sunday and am so ready to get caught up on sleep.